August 18, 2008The Moon And The SunThe Moon And The Sun AN: For you, my love, the world.
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August 11, 2008Peace Sign/ Index DownDear Buzznet So, for the past four hours I have been a shit load of thinking and it is 4 am in the morning an I have a beautiful few hours to sleep before I get up and head of to my whirlwind of life. A few people have made comments tonight and it attacked me like the sweet aroma of coffee; I am a whiney bitch!!!! So my writing has taken a bit of a downslide; but I am working on it, I still write, just not so publicly ...and I am working on some stuff but I have taken some life lesson. I don't need to feel so bad that I havent been on here for a while nad when the times comes, my friends on here are there when I need them, even if it is an obnoxious rant. I lost a lot of comments, but that is with the times; better, stronger, faster people are here who are far more deserving that I am to gain peoples admiration. E-Fame? I never had it, I had a glimpse but I will always be that kooky Patrick Stump stalker with a billion ideas on how I can write him getting into someones pants. Do I want money? No So I shouldn't be so bothered that other people aren't reading, or looking at my photographs and going, "Hey nice shot...kinda.." because Im doing it for my people, I'm doing it for my loved ones, I'm doing it for my family..... I love Christianity................... no real Christianity, the faith in Christ and the faith in love....the people... I read a brilliant sign outside a church..it said.. God gave diversity; and we made devisions...
In the end, its not about the hype, its not about the fame.... its about you...and knowing that failure is never an option............its just a bump in the road....
Always
xxxx
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August 9, 2008I'm Cooking Up A Slash.... Patroh StyleHere is what I have; With a single caw from a near by gull, Patrick begun to stir. Coughing the last remains of the broth he had nearly drowned in, and a heavy head, his eyes snapped open as he let out a loud guttural moan. His eyes caught the sun and he lifted his heavy bones from the golden bed and sat straight up; the throbbing like a hammer pounding at this head. Patrick turned from side to side as memories floated viciously into his mind. It was so romantic; the boat, the champagne, the candles, the meal, the girl, the ring. He had merely leaned over to watch the moon glisten on the near black water when a sharp clunk hit him and he tumbled into darkness. It was clear to see that had happened; his long term girlfriend had tried to kill him. As he stood up, a little too wobbly, he muttered, “fucking bitch.” ***** AN: Incidentally, I met a huge FOB fan today whose Patrick love was similar to mine......we even hugged...
And she was the customer...
xxx
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August 7, 2008I Do, I Do, I DoI Do, I Do, I Do Let the tumbles fall delicately from our lips, Scatter the words like stars across the sky. There’s a speeding light so colourful, We’ll dine on champagne and kisses on our cheek,
Distant fires that awakens the sleeping beat. I do, I do, I do.
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August 5, 2008LoveLove Its a wonder to know that my heart is held in the palms of a brilliant force. New found skips within my beats and fresh words tumbling from my lips. A cleansing rain of thunder upon my flesh. My dear; Ciao Bella xxxxx
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July 26, 2008My Scars Are Accidents“My scars are accidents, even the ones that I had carved into myself, they are all accidents in time.
The Guardian to my Soul….. My love…” XxX “Ciao Bella” AN: Aside from this, I am gone for a few days to travel the country to meet my love. However, I feel like I must say this; Dark Knight is truly an epic and Ledger is truly a legend….
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July 19, 2008Who Could Ever Need The Sun?Who Could Ever Need The Sun? There is a sunrise upon your skin, A golden path upon your flesh. I froze the seconds to stop the time, I have stayed within your diamond eyes, As each of your blinks paints the sky, Who could ever need the sun? There is a beauty within your smile, That echoes triumph across the lands. I have stayed within your diamond eyes, As each of your blinks paints the sky, Who could ever need the sun? I’ve walked for miles to walk forever with you I have stayed within your diamond eyes, As each of your blinks paints the sky, Who could ever need the sun?
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July 17, 2008Dear YouDear You, Yet a shimmer crawling into the darkness and coveting my pit with eternal light. Across a glistening sky, daylight gallops with a sapphire fire and a horizon peaks within the distance. A thousand warmths embrace my aching bones and lift goosebumps on my skin. A deep blue spirit of pure devotions skims my gentle essence and fills my heart with a million breathless beats. I stood together with a strength of a lion and my pulse roars for miles. You fashioned me from a damage and made me new. These are the simple gifts that you gave to me… ****
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July 13, 2008He Said, She Said. (And An Apology)What he said; The beating of a familiar heart rings in the ears of this Londoner as the wild wings of a blue angel carry golden echoes of your spirit like stardust across the vales and valleys of the land to echo the beats of this heart and bring sparkle to the inner depths of my soul. x - Matthew Robinson. What she said; <3 Ciao Bella P.s. Hey guys, so this is my apology for not being on so much, I am so sorry. I failed one aspect of my course and have been run ragged at work and revising just so I can pass the first year of my degree. Also, I don;t see my BF that much because he lives in London so I try every opportunity to speak to him or to go down and visit him. Its no excuse I know but I really need to keep on top of things at home, rather than on here. But dont worry, I should be on properly soon. I love you guys a lot..... Sarah xxx
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July 8, 2008NearNear.. Upon the wind, My scattered bones Of arms with sweet embrace. Across your skin, Our memories.
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June 29, 2008The Hunters, The Beginning - Chapter 4(AN: I know, I have been shit at keeping up with things and this is kinda small compared to the rest. But I needed to get it out so here it is…tada!! If you cannot remember the previous, than I have it here hyperballad13.buzznet.com/user/journal/2085651/hunters-beginning-chapter-3 Part 4 SomewhereBetween Happiness And Saddness A rackety ride of the carriage bustled secretly in the night; the wind had howled against the window pane that played home to small cracks, struggling against the pressure. Peter kept his eyes on the pitch black rather than the depth of those haunting eyes that kept a gaze upon the boy. Tight lipped, the youth ran his long bony fingers across the seat of his mouth, pondering the many questions that slipped softly into his mind. He was tiptoeing on the thoughts of his wildest fantasies; complete freedom from the repression and the purity that dared try wrap its golden wings around him. The black night surrounded the rickety wood that had driven for minutes and slowly dissolved into an hour and Peter felt the sudden eclipse of the home that he had been plagued with. At last, he felt he were heading to where he belonged….but still the echoes of his mind longed for answers. He turned his face towards the old man, whose lips turned to a small smile without the compassion Peter would usually face. “A vampire?” the boy whispered as his undertone hinted a curiosity he merely dappled at. “I knew I was different, but a vampire? I thought they only existed in human nightmares,” or my wildest fantasies. “You are a smart boy, I assume” the mans glare turned more deathly as the two met eyes; as dark as the most solitary crystals in caves of shadows. A connection between two likings was sparking flames in the darkest of Peter. “The hatred of sun, the despising of Christ and the obsession, no, the need for flesh between you’re teeth and blood throughout your throat; I would have thought a boy of your calibre would have figured it out sooner.”
“Do not be deceive by appearances,” there was a slight flicker of the eye, “for worlds are hidden from our very sights. You will see.” As they turned the corner, his eyes were feasting upon a sight that played for him in such a show that he dare not blink. At the bottom of the stairs there lay before him a wonder he could never have dreamed; the room was laden with beasts of red eyes and bearing gnashing teeth. They congregated in groups that circled tables. They didn’t move, in fact, they were transfixed upon the tables before them. Growling instinctively, they seemed to be feeding their hunger and that is when Peter saw how.
Posted on 06/29/2008 3:29 PM Comments (9)
June 16, 2008New CentralNew Central Lover’s smile, Keep your teeth beaming wide, Keep your soul breathless child. Illuminate the moon Like a ripple on the tide. Your fingers locked with mine, Our pulses lie entwined. With the light of morning lines… Illuminate the moon Like a ripple on the tide. We could keep our bodies distance, From the goodbyes of passing trains… Illuminate the moon Like a ripple on the tide.
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June 12, 2008Project Beautiful: Physical AppearanceProject Beautiful: Physical Appearance. (Because, I can only do it this way…) A sigh tumbles down from trembling lips into the atmosphere that is laden thick with disgust and disapproval. Arms of winged like skin slide gently into a hellishly big top that cascades material onto two mountains that sag pitifully towards the floor where my blistered feet spread. The top wavers over a pit of fat that protrudes viciously with purple streaks that scar on the surface of my quivering flesh. My legs dig themselves into jeans; one after the other. Straining the material as the trunk like thighs are covered by denim, the trousers are yanked over the monster and claws into the layers. One sharp breath in as the buttons fasten, hiding the rage away.
I pour my soul into the ink.
Posted on 06/12/2008 1:32 AM Comments (17)
June 4, 2008Last GoodbyeLast Goodbye.. Silence of the night Rushing through the breeze. Twirling with the gale Dancing on our tongues Burning are the hearts
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June 2, 2008Safety
Safety….
Treading these paths with little breath. As much caution to hold me back. I fill my lungs with discarded beats, That my heart forgets to give. I race through my bloodstream To find the calling I need. I am so far away from the edge, That I have built my home upon That I am not myself so much... I am dying with the safety... I want to drag my heavy bones, Stroke the cliffside with my toes. Feel the rush of being alone... I am dying with the safety.... Maybe in another timeless place Where my soul is not as chaotic. A turmoil of whirlwind emotions, Where my feet can skim the ground.. I race through my bloodstream To find the calling I need. I am so far away from the edge, That I have built my home upon That I am not myself so much... I am dying with the safety... I want to drag my heavy bones, Stroke the cliffside with my toes. Feel the rush of being alone... I am dying with the safety.... I could cover these secrets with flesh And a crooked smile to keep this embrace. But I’d wish my soul away Left broken to be whole again… I wouldn’t wish anymore….. I am so far away from the edge, That I have built my home upon That I am not myself so much... I am dying with the safety... I want to drag my heavy bones, Stroke the cliffside with my toes. Feel the rush of being alone... I am dying with the safety.... **** Ciao Bella
Posted on 06/02/2008 8:26 AM Comments (5)
May 28, 2008The Cavendish SyndromeThe Cavendish Syndrome… I guess they’re hollow now, All the words you used to say. It will break another silence.. I thought that we were the fortunate ones. Because you never really loved at all. Because you never really loved at all. To build a gap between you and I I thought that we were the fortunate ones. Because you never really loved at all. ****
AN: Seeing as I am in a band now, my bandmates want to to copyright....so this is mine......Sarah Louise Cook... you steal....you are going to fucking burn....
Posted on 05/28/2008 5:05 PM Comments (4)
May 22, 2008It's A RushIt’s a rush It’s a rush. A sudden whirlwind trip across a network of untangled veins; colliding with the cells of blood in a cascade of joyous lust that battles through the nerves to that one echoing smile. It comes from the twist of arms around an aching body and the comfortable scent of flesh; it wraps its own limbs across my skin and entices the shudder that flows down my spine. It begins from the cushioned lips that fall down upon my slumbered forehead and the five coded fingers slide into mine with precision. There is an encasing of sheets that warm two bodies in a perfect collection of heat and time that lay still but with the subtle rise of lungs and the drumming of pulses. The rush that thrills my bones as my eyes lock over a tousle of
Posted on 05/22/2008 5:44 AM Comments (11)
May 18, 2008**** I Do - The Wedding Album
It’s official, our favourite one lined emo heart throb Pete Wentz has finally got hitched to unearthly catchy singer Ashlee Simpson in what is reportedly to be a fairytale wedding. Now, either you are singing your congratulations or you are sobbing into your star spangled handkerchief, you can’t help but wonder what the lyricist for pop punk band Fall Out Boy is going to write next. Perhaps an album dedicating his wedding is in wonder. 8. Our Lawyer Made Us Sign The Pre-Nup So We Wouldn’t Get Sued. 9. Tell Our Unborn Child He’s Made The List Of 2008 Stupid Baby Names 12. Reinventing The Wheel To Run Over The People’s Magazine Photographer In The Tree 13. I’m Like A Best Man The Way I’m Trying To Get The Bridesmaids Off. ****
Posted on 05/18/2008 9:22 AM Comments (35)
May 16, 2008The Town Will Breathe TonightThe Town Will Breathe Tonight Darling, let the rain begin, The fragile flesh that they decayed, By their dying troubled lies. But you and I shall fill its lungs. With the air that cascades from lips But you and I shall fill its lungs. With the air that cascades from lips But you and I shall fill its lungs. With the air that cascades from lips
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May 7, 2008Across The TwilightAcross A Twilight Across a twilight
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